This is normally how the process starts. A while later, a solution is provided. We follow it, hoping the problem will be eliminated.
I tried to cheer you up. But I couldn’t. One day you came back from hospital, with some medicines. Professionals said you were biologically ill. I couldn’t believe it. The medicines didn’t help you get better. Then you stopped taking them.
I had too much to do. I could not let you to drag me into your abyss. I left, feeling selfish and cruel. A while after I left, you told me you had recovered. I asked how. You didn’t say anything specific. ‘It’s just gone’.
When I found myself in a place where knowledge is subverted and affliction sublimated, I was finally able to make sense of what we had been through.
您有多少时间受到以下任何问题的困扰?
这通常是整个流程的开始。我们耐着性子，等待一个解决方案。希望按着它做，问题就能得到解决。
我努力了很久，始终没法让你高兴起来。一天，你带着些药从医院回来。专业人士说你病了，生理上的。我没法相信。这些药也没能让你高兴起来。后来你就不吃了。我有很多事要忙，不能让你把我也拽进这个深渊。我离开了，觉得自己自私，残忍。当我们再次联系的时候，你告诉我你好了。“怎么好的?”“也没做什么，它自己就好了。”
我困惑极了，想要寻找答案。当我终于能够理解这些经历的时候，我发现认知已被颠覆，而苦痛却被升华。